Freak

Sry I'll write in Indonesian. Coz I just can't explain this entry precisely in English =.=

Ada seorang cowok. Yg bs aku katakan, dia itu sangat aneh. Yeah, org ini adalah my ex. Entahlah, aku ga pernah bisa ngerti jalan pikirannya. Kmrn2 dia nanya, kl dia PDKT lg apa aku ngasi lampu ijo. Aku blg si PDKT terserah dia. Trs dia skrg belagak ngefriendzone in aku. Ha???? =.= Apa deh...
Aku tanya kenapa ga jd PDKT aku??? Alasan aku nanya yaitu aku pengen tau kenapa cowok ga jd deketin cewe, mau tau alasannya jd aku besok2 ga bersikap gt kl ada yg deketin lg...
Entah dia GR ato apa, dia ga mau jawab. Trs taktanya lagi kenapa, eh jawabannya diplomatis bgt. Dan itu sangat bullshit.
Terserah km mau flirting ke cewe2 laen, mo mesumin semua cewe ky apapun, aku ga peduliin itu... Silakan, do as your wish~ Yg aku pgn tau kan cm alasanmu =.= Dikira aku bakal nangis2in km apa zzzz...

Ya udah lah, km emang bener soal kita. Aku terlalu baik buat km, buat org mesum horny-an labil ky km. Saya emang carinya yg dewasa pola pikirnya, yg bs jd leader sebuah hubungan. Silakan cari cewe yg mau dijadiin objek pelampiasan lust mu deh, good luck bro!!! Peace!!!

Back from Surabaya

Hello, just drop by here...
I just back from Sby ^^ Haven't met all of my friends, but I met some ppl who I can really talk to. I don't need any sweet words, ugly truth is better.
Hey you, do you still sneaking to this blog, reading it silently?? Kkk~ I texted you but you didn't reply, so I wonder if you already know it or you had another reason... If you haven't found out, I wanna tell you something. :D

 I bought this book at Periplus Juanda. It's kinda cute book. I saw the animal version 1st but I didn't buy it. I think this book can help me as a reference.

Took a picture at Sunday when I met Mat, Amika & Elwin. I'm getting fatter since I ate a lot at Surabaya T.T

Is being pretty everything?

Many things happened but I didn't post any entry about it hahaha... I won't post anything too personal anymore, since I believe there are some people who are curious about me... even TOO curious & I'm not kidding. Incovenience... If you understand what I mean ^^

Lately, I fell in love with Fat Cat's songs. I know it's a bit too late but her image is unique. And my fave song was Is being pretty everything. Even the concept was cute!!! XD

I'm also addicted to manhwa called Noblesse, It has a good story & art. Check it out Noblesse

Sorry if you feel I'm hiding myself, but I just want to make sure I'm save from "kepo" people. Thx for your concideration!!! :D

I was sick ;A;

Hahaha... Hello again!!!
I was sick from Saturday, Idk what to do coz bed rest & medication were useless...
But today they started to send me comic page to flat again & I went to the gym
It doesn't mean I'm already healthy but I'm trying to do something

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Nu'est has taken my heart lately... Their song was catchy ^^ And people in my twitter timeline like Ren bcoz he's so beautiful LOL I haven't decide my fave member~
Just check out their video :D

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Today I waited for my mom to come to the mall... I was pretty sick, my headache was so bad... T.T I wouldn't dare to drive home...

I bought some product from the Face shop:

This cleansing cream can whiten our face. 1st time using cleansing cream, coz my cousin said it's the best way to clean my face... although I barely use make up.

 This masker also can brighten our face. Ugh, yeah my face skin tone is a bit dark hahahaha... I want to fix it without surgery, injection or something else which are dangerous =.=

The reason why I don't wanna be adult

Some of my friend already knew it. But the reason??? I don't think people know it, or even care hahahaha~

I post this entry coz I've been hurt by them A LOTTA times. I tell you 1st, in my language, it called "dewasa". But this word have some meaning. It also means mature. I'm willing to be mature, but I refuse to be the same with adults.

I'm surrounded by so many wicked adults. They're demonic, hypocrite, and manipulative. And the worst is: they have no empathy. The world is filled with this kind of people.

Can I be mature without changing to them??? I hope so...

Random again

Posting blog entry is so addicting!!!

I know not many people would read it, but still... :D

Last Saturday, I met some of my high school classmates: Irene, Raina & Inge. I have no photo, although the uploaded it on FB LOL~ I arrived too late coz I overslept!!! I arrived about 1,5 hour from the appointment time ;A; It's so embarrasing coz I usually on time~ Irene went home earlier. Me, Raina, Inge & her friend decided to go to Paragon. Woohoo!! It's the 1st time I gave my friends a ride!!! We just walked around the mall & went home at 9pm.

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Yay, papa's new car just arrived. But it's matic, so... I won't drive it. As a car maniac, papa added some accesories which are I don't think very useful. Okay, not my car anyway. But I started to freak out when he said he'll add some accesories to my future car. OAO NOOOOOOOOO!!! don't need those things!!! A simple car is enough~!

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Yesterday I went to the gym, & my member card has done!!! My face... looks so ugly, it's taken after I worked out so I was such a mess.

LOL sorry I won't show you my ugly face

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When I hung out with my classmates at Paragon, I also bought some products from the Face Shop. I haven't used it, I hope it's good ;p

These are the hair products. I never knew the Face shop has curling wax! My fave was from Etude house. Let's see which product is better

Random bla3

Hello guys, I'm back again! ^^

Sry I didn't post any entry these past couple months... Actually I posted one but I deleted it. I didn't think the post was appropriate to read, bcoz I wrote it when I'm completely mad >.<

Recently, I posted a lot entry about "him". Frankly speaking, I don't really know what's my fault. It doesn't mean I didn't make one, but I haven't figured it out. I thought being the best can make him change his mind, but yeah... I was wrong. But guess what??? Everything he does now won't hurt me anymore.

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Anyway, I went to Jogja yesterday to meet ko Sansan. His name is Santosa actually, I was looking for a job & he needs an illustrator. Sounds great, huh??? He owns a small publisher name Taka, it's a young company & still growing.I know him from uncle Tim, my mom's cousin.

After a short talk, I think I won't be a full timer, I wanna be a freelancer. I didn't say the salary is not good, but I don't think it's enough for living. Especially for rent a boarding house =.= And I will go to Korea this May, do you think he will let me go after I only work for 2 months!?
But some people said experience is more important than money~ Good... Now I'm confused.

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Last Monday, I went to Peacock Cafe with my friend, Han. I always curious how the cafe interior looks like. But now I know, the room is quite tiny. I barely can move, and I believe people can hear our talk. Han drew me & I look soooo sadistic. I thread him not to upload it, hahaha~

Oricca has back from the laundry. It's been a view weeks, but I just upload the pic today. Its fur was soooo smooth, I can't stand it!! I planned to "bury" it in a box, but I decided not to do it.

Hey, this is my ex bf. I don't really care if he would mad bcoz of it but I just wanna show you guys his picture. It's taken at our 1st & last date. Kinda fun... but we're not together anymore. Can you guess who he is???

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Medium
Sloth:	Low
Envy:	Very Low
Lust:	Low
Pride:	High

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

I took the quiz. It seems my pride is my biggest sin T.T