Hello life!

Hi, it's been a long time since my previous post ^^ During my long hiatus, I'm healing myself and improving my personality & skill. It's a long way to go to be a good woman, since I'm very childish~ Ppl demand me to be more mature, i think it's make sense, I'm already 23 hahahah... I'm gonna work at Sby, tadaaa!!! :D How is it???

 I ate Blue Velvet at Gumaya hotel. Not as good as expected, but still edible hahahah...

 I got Vodka Chocolate from my uncle, yay!! He saw my drawing & like it, he asked my to draw his family... with not so bad fee kkkkk~

 What a cute card deck!!! I bought it at Ace hardware LOL~

I didn't upload any photo since last week, so it's time for ppl seeing my narcissm again so they won't forget me XD

Would we have changed

I thought that I forgot everything
My own heart deceived me
Days spent looking at each other, stories we laughed about
Even the warm air

It all remains so clearly
I can’t forget any one of them
I tell myself to quit it, that I’m already like a fool
I urged and hated myself but

The thing that makes my heart better
The thing that gives my head a rest
Is nothing other than your love,
I try to empty it out but my heart goes to you again

I just think that I miss you
I just want to hold onto you
No matter how far I come back
The last place I go is this path where you were next to me

I remember your scent that was so good
I call out the name that suited you
If I held onto you for the last time
Would we have been different now?

I think of such useless things
I get my hopes up and crumble down
Stop being stupid, just stop now
I urge and hate myself

Please don’t be well without me
Please don’t be happy without me
So when you miss me and cry and can’t sleep like me
You can come find me

I want to look for you even like this
If only I can see you even like this
I can pray any kind of prayer
It’s okay even if my happiness reduces to half

You will come to me, you will come back to me
From where you are to the insides of my heart
I guess I can’t be in any other love
Come back to me, whose everything is you

(Would we have changed - Younha & John Park)

It's just like a love at first listen with this song... Sweet melody & great voice by Younha~ Don't think I post this song bcoz of the lyrics suits me now, please?? Hahaha...

My first commitment was to forgive him everytime he apologize, and my new commitment is not to bother his life... :D I hope I won't be a have burden for him anymore~

Expensive? Not really

At Saturday, I went to Paragon. (yeah I go there a lot~) I cut my bangs & the it turned up soooo bad. But of course I can't do anything beside waiting till it grows up again.

Before I went to the salon, I saw Planet Surf sale!!! *cough* Okay, I admit I never missed it. Finally, I bought this Insight flower skirt. From 350,000 >>> 60,000!!!!

 Look, look!! It's only 60,000!!

 This is how it looks, I combined it with what I wear that night~ Not really fit

Some people thinks I always dressed up in expensive clothes. Well it's half true... I love good stuffs, good brands. But it doesn't have to be expensive.

 Look at my Baleno Tweety top. I love the distinct Tweety picture. It's 50% discount I bought at DP mall. 

This Cool Teen T-shirt is my fave T-shirt lately, 149,000 >>> 45,000!!!

Don't hesitate to enter the store even if it doesn't have any discount label. You still have a chance to find cheaper stuff. But don't be impulsive buyer & buy stuffs you dont need, coz it's a bad habit >.<

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Random pic I took at Mark & Spencer store. The packaging is cute & classic, luv it XD

It costs 35,000, I didn't buy any of it LOL

1st interview

Hello guys!!! Last Thursday, I had my 1st interview. And guess what, it's from Charles & Keith!!  I'm a fan of this brand!! I have about 4 shoes & 1 purse. It's beyond my imagination they called me kekekeke~ :D

They called me at Monday then I bought the plane ticket & flew at Wednesday. As usual, I stayed at my uncle's house at Karawaci.

The next day, I went to the office at 1.30pm. Actually the appointment  at 3pm, but I was afraid I would be late so I went sooner.

At first I couldn't believe that the office located at the small alley, but it's the fact!! There's a big office built there. It's nice, neat & minimalist. Totally luv it~!!! Even the staffs are nice. The one who interviewed me 1st, she's from HRD, looks so stylish! She wore sleeveless one piece, culry hair & full make up. Her questions were similar with my friend who worked at Charles & Keith Singapore, Arla. Thx a lot ate!! ^^

After that, I had personality test. It's only took about 10 minutes~ Then I gave it to receptionist desk. She told me to wait, then a young woman called me. She's pretty, looks like the noona from My Girlfriend is Gumiho. Even her hairstyle is similar XD

After 2 hours interview, I went to Central Park. I had an appointment with Jojo, but at the end we didn't meet coz it's rain so hard so she couldn't come~

 I wore this shoes for interview, 1st time wearing it actually. Of course it's Charles & Keith product! 

I hope this shoes can take me to a good place

 I wore this Batik top, I wore it at my final project presentation. It brings me good luck, I guess ^^

This pic was taken at Urban Kitchen

Took this pic while waiting for the plane. I think they're building for a new room at the airport :D

Freak

Sry I'll write in Indonesian. Coz I just can't explain this entry precisely in English =.=

Ada seorang cowok. Yg bs aku katakan, dia itu sangat aneh. Yeah, org ini adalah my ex. Entahlah, aku ga pernah bisa ngerti jalan pikirannya. Kmrn2 dia nanya, kl dia PDKT lg apa aku ngasi lampu ijo. Aku blg si PDKT terserah dia. Trs dia skrg belagak ngefriendzone in aku. Ha???? =.= Apa deh...
Aku tanya kenapa ga jd PDKT aku??? Alasan aku nanya yaitu aku pengen tau kenapa cowok ga jd deketin cewe, mau tau alasannya jd aku besok2 ga bersikap gt kl ada yg deketin lg...
Entah dia GR ato apa, dia ga mau jawab. Trs taktanya lagi kenapa, eh jawabannya diplomatis bgt. Dan itu sangat bullshit.
Terserah km mau flirting ke cewe2 laen, mo mesumin semua cewe ky apapun, aku ga peduliin itu... Silakan, do as your wish~ Yg aku pgn tau kan cm alasanmu =.= Dikira aku bakal nangis2in km apa zzzz...

Ya udah lah, km emang bener soal kita. Aku terlalu baik buat km, buat org mesum horny-an labil ky km. Saya emang carinya yg dewasa pola pikirnya, yg bs jd leader sebuah hubungan. Silakan cari cewe yg mau dijadiin objek pelampiasan lust mu deh, good luck bro!!! Peace!!!

Back from Surabaya

Hello, just drop by here...
I just back from Sby ^^ Haven't met all of my friends, but I met some ppl who I can really talk to. I don't need any sweet words, ugly truth is better.
Hey you, do you still sneaking to this blog, reading it silently?? Kkk~ I texted you but you didn't reply, so I wonder if you already know it or you had another reason... If you haven't found out, I wanna tell you something. :D

 I bought this book at Periplus Juanda. It's kinda cute book. I saw the animal version 1st but I didn't buy it. I think this book can help me as a reference.

Took a picture at Sunday when I met Mat, Amika & Elwin. I'm getting fatter since I ate a lot at Surabaya T.T

Is being pretty everything?

Many things happened but I didn't post any entry about it hahaha... I won't post anything too personal anymore, since I believe there are some people who are curious about me... even TOO curious & I'm not kidding. Incovenience... If you understand what I mean ^^

Lately, I fell in love with Fat Cat's songs. I know it's a bit too late but her image is unique. And my fave song was Is being pretty everything. Even the concept was cute!!! XD

I'm also addicted to manhwa called Noblesse, It has a good story & art. Check it out Noblesse

Sorry if you feel I'm hiding myself, but I just want to make sure I'm save from "kepo" people. Thx for your concideration!!! :D